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spew [05 Nov 2006|10:00pm]

[ mood | anxious ]

"spew" 11/1/06

why do these people always smile?
what's so great about life
i just puke up bile
i guess it's just that people make me sick
untrustworthy, all these fuckin' dicks
i told my friend about these feelings
she laughed at me, to everyone she is my shielding
they point at us, but we just laugh
one day we'll kick the whole world's ass
these ideas, these fucking thoughts
cause no more sleep, i'm too distraught
i'm so tired of the world being fake
i feel as though my soul they take
disgusted, garbage surrounds me
with the shit you spew, what the fuck do you see?

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[05 Aug 2006|08:43pm]


that sums
up a

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[27 Jun 2006|07:25pm]

(if i breathe
deep enough
hard enough
desperate enough
willing enough

will that be my suicide,

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[27 Jun 2006|01:19am]

and so,
we fall

into the close comfort stretched so far,
soft outside yet churns your stomach
violent as a death roll, screaming
three promises/threats: i will take you down
hold you close / never let you go.

and we never say, simply,

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oh baby, how fucked up i am. [13 Jun 2006|08:52pm]

May, 2006

(In past tense you are winter, raining, involuntary.
Pulling close by instinct alone.)

Hands hold on to memory's carcass
drifting like the harboured wrecks.
Wasting whole years cutting ties to ribbons
until you are washed out to sea.
Holding aloft inky maps pushing you home,
every one starting to bleed.

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[09 Jun 2006|02:03am]

Give me a reason to dance among the stars
Give me a reson to fly
Give me a reason to give a damn anymore
Give me a reason to say goodbye
Just give me a reason.........


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[09 Jun 2006|02:02am]

Rain + thunder + lightening = PURE ECSTASY!

I love walking in the rain.
I love sitting in the middle of it all
I love watching everything fall all around me

I sit and watch almost like a game
I sit and wait....
I watch everyone make their move
I watch everyone and everything.
I know everyone and everything

Those who play the game supposedly know the rules...
Those who play by the rules are the ones who lose
The winners are the liars, cheaters, and snakes.

I walked in the rain this evening...pure ecstasy
I laid down in the biggest "pool" ever
I watched the lights flicker in the night...
I watched everything go black...
I closed my eyes...

Mother nature roared with extreme anger.
She quickly reminds those who play the game that she is the creator.
I saw and felt her tears...its true we're all the same.
I watched her blades of passion highlight the sky.

I sat and watched and watched....
I laid in the water and just looked up at the sky
I could feel the dirt float underneath me almost as if it was trying to take me with it.

2 1/2 hours later...I was gone
I came home and as soon as I shut the door behind me...
Mother nature closed her eyes and stopped crying
She put her daggers away
She finally went to bed and so did I...

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[07 Jun 2006|07:29pm]

i am spinning in circles
so fast that i have put up the sign for vacancy
so i can't remember to calm down
and think and act and feel
i think my heart will explode soon
it beats so fast i have to close my eyes
and breathe and clench my jaw
but i can't stop now

i don't want time for sleep,
i feel like someone switched my Prozac with crack.

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[06 Jun 2006|11:39pm]

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introduction [introduction!] [29 May 2006|11:51pm]

age; almost 18, w00t
favourite artist;as in, painting artist? either picasso or van gogh.
favourite bands; panic! at the disco, fall out boy, from first to last, motion city soundtrack, something corporate, jack off jill
favourite colour;black and red.
favourite quote; "Suicide is not chosen; It happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain."
favourite lyric; wow, this is hard, i love so many lyrics. but i think my absolute favorites right now would be, "everyone needs a hero, no one needs a star. will you still love me when i've gone way too far?" AND "she looked at me to scream 'my castles are falling'" [yeah, crystal, i went with soco instead of fob]
anything you want us to know; i'm bisexual a chain-smoker, clinically depressed, and eating disordered.
pictures (optional);
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[29 May 2006|08:31pm]

[ mood | stressed ]

name; crystal
age; 22
favourite artist; none as of current
favourite bands; the distillers, flyleaf, ted leo/the pharmicists...
favourite colour; green
favourite quote; we wear the mask that grins and lies; it hides our face and shades our eyes Paul Dunbar
favourite lyric;No apologies; at best they buy you time, until you next step out of line Fiona Apple
anything you want us to know; I'm still in my pajamas....

I am going to post something at a later date. *muah*

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[29 May 2006|12:02pm]

introduction survey
name; ben
age; 24
favourite artist; none.
favourite bands; lydia, say anything, the used, fightstar, motion city soundtrack, matthew good, taking back sunday, northstar, brand new, cursive, the honorary title, etc.
favourite colour; black! or blue.
favourite quote; "hope is everything"
favourite lyric; too many. right now - 'I'm tasting nothing but 4 words. Please don't leave me. And it's dark in the winter so your ideas start to sleep. Well your head is spinning like that carousel, and I know you're a mess after 3 or 4. But if you make it different then we'll make our way to the surface, and your favourite place.'
anything you want us to know; uhh, this thing below is old.

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the beginning. [28 May 2006|03:55pm]

[ mood | anxious ]

welcome to kiss her awake. this is the first post, the first day. i'm working on it. rules and such will be coming soon enough.

xxx dani awesome.

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